Just thought I'd share this entry from my first journal. It shows how horribly skewed my perception was when I was a teenager. I think I probably weighed like 150 at the time maybe, and I was 6'1". I guess having a huge crush on a kid who was 5'4" and 117 pounds (yes, I knew his height and weight...aren't all teenage girls are stalker-like about the guys they like?) made me feel like a giant BLOB. Junior High was such the emotional roller coaster! I'm so glad I never have to go through that again.
April 30, 1985
Hi today I stared my DIET! Yay! I did pretty good today! I'm determind to get down to 130-135! Then maybe I'll enter the cover model contest next year when I'm skinny! Hopefully I'll be down to 130-135 by the time we go to california. I can't stand this fatness any longer! Well I'd better go and do my exercises.
See Ya
Rach
April 30, 1985
Hi today I stared my DIET! Yay! I did pretty good today! I'm determind to get down to 130-135! Then maybe I'll enter the cover model contest next year when I'm skinny! Hopefully I'll be down to 130-135 by the time we go to california. I can't stand this fatness any longer! Well I'd better go and do my exercises.
See Ya
Rach
What I wouldn't give to weigh 150 now! I don't think that is even possible or healthy for my age and height, but dang! What was I thinking back then! :)
